Closet Cookie Eater


That’s right, I am a closet cookie eater.  I have been wanting a cookie all day but I don’t want to eat cookies in front of Cole.  That would be mean.  So, I waited till I put him to sleep and I grabbed the bag of cookies and took them to my room.  No, I am not eating the whole bag, I just had one.  I don’t know why I felt I needed to sneak the whole bag into my room.  Like I was going to get busted taking a cookie from the bag in the kitchen by the kid that is sleeping in a crib.  What’s worse is when I literally go into the closet to eat a piece of candy.  You would think that this whole experience would open my eyes to the world of diabetes and make me more aware of my diet, but nope not really.  Now I just eat behind Cole’s back.  : (   

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